HI guys I’m sure your all sick of the what I learned this
month series but here we go again, What I learned in September, well this month’s
lesson is kind of an important one I learned that some fully grown adults can
be so judgmental about things that they don’t understand and don’t know. I also learned that sometimes secrets should
stay just that secret. Not everyone needs to know your business and not
everyone wants to know your business. I also learned that the above “adults”
are also so close minded that it’s amazing they can see anything in front of their
noses. But such is life I am used to the ridicule and teasing that comes with
the unknown and strange.
I embrace the differences that people have and that
everyone is a unique soul. Why can I not get the same respect. I know I’m odd,
I know I’m strange. Don’t ask me questions if you cannot handle the answers or
the realizations that come with the answers. I know
lots of interesting and unusual things I will not and do not share them with
just anyone but the ones that I do trust to enter my circle better respect that
and be grateful that I allowed you in and Don’t go running to tell others and
spread crap around because I promise I would not do that to you. I especially
don’t want thing spread so I feel like a freak. And those of you who think it’s
funny to make snide comments and then laugh about it, just because I smile and
look at you and you think I am ok with what you said doesn’t mean I am not imagining
what you would feel like in my shoes dealing with what I have on my plate.
Having to deal with rude comments from
everyone all my life doesn’t mean I have a thick skin I still have feelings and
even more so now that I have children because I have to take the high road and
teach them to just turn the other cheek. When all I really want to do is put you in
your place and set you straight. Of course, I don’t want my kids just to think
they have to just take the torment. When is enough enough? When I was a
teenager I would have already said my piece but as I have gotten older I have
learned to pick my battles and sometimes the fight isn’t worth the gain.
Well I think I am going to end my rant here sorry for
that but I had a really hard time with some stuff in September and I feel that
these were some good but tough lessons to learn thanks for stopping by see you
next time.

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